B.rella

Shoot me down, but I won't fall. I am titanium.

Oh How I Wish I Can Turn Back Time

Yesterday, this past Sunday, January 22nd. The date that gets me all queasy, the date that makes me feel so uneasy. I can remember that day vividly exactly two years ago.

January 22, 2010. There are so many things I would change about that day and so many things I wish I could change in the months preceding this date.  I wish I paid more attention to him. I wish that I didn’t involve myself with so much school work and extra curricular activities to spend more time with him. I wish I could’ve been stronger for him when he needed me most. I wish I could turn back time to relive all of our moments together. I wish I could just give him one last big hug, one last big kiss, and an explanation as to why he means the world to me. Lastly, I wish I had more time with him because 17 years and 11 months wasn’t enough.

I promise to make you proud Grandpa <3

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